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Whispers of Hypnos




  Whispers of Hypnos

  By

  Joshua Lee Andrew Jones

  @copyright 2010 Joshua Lee Andrew Jones

  Whispers of Hypnos

  When dreams become…?

  How did Einstein ride the photon?

  Is there more?

  Somnambulism affects how many?

  Perspective is…?

  Eventually we do what?

  Reality consists of delusions and…?

  Sleep is…?

  Omnipresent, Omniscient, Omnipotent, how do you resolve this?

  For one more restful moment, you would…?

  How did they bury you, Pablo Neruda?

  Youth is wasted on…?

  Parallax or parallel position, which do you prefer?

  Never quite remembered are…?

  Of a butterfly dream or a celestial concussion, we are…?

  Survival is worth more than what?

  Empty Easel

  The empty easel, stained and dry as time, waits bereft in the corner

  The braces deflect parallels in a curvilinear warped display

  producing four dull points that converge on the horizon.

  The center beam bows, like a pendant’s pull

  on a golden chain after embracing

  the years of white space

  that daunts

  the artist with taunts

  of genius as the center of the track

  barely supports its own mass as the brackets

  tenuously strain to grip the prevailing ledge as it struggles to slip,

  slip, one space, slip as the hook catches over the faded blots

  of burnt sienna and eggshell white tear like drips

  as the a-frame behind is a barren chevron

  pointing to the low ceiling, flaking

  as the rusted wing-nuts

  wish to fall

  as they are slightly off-thread

  under the adjustable canvas support brace

  as they, unwanted and unused, have fused with the bolts.

  The grain of the wood has risen and expelled

  its stain, rough and splintering veneers

  try to separate themselves slowly

  as the tin and nickel backbone

  supports itself with futility.

  The empty easel, reticent in perpetuity, still has a vibrant white seal

  a trademark of memories that has not faded in name

  and is bright and bold but no longer holds

  the smallest canvas or frame. Relegated

  to a collectible, a fragile memento

  mori, to the past of the delicate

  imperfect hand made majesty.

  In the down town evening

  The epileptic night seizes

  city sounds strangle into silence

  the sharp buzz snaps

  lights on streaming advertisements

  blink, not to be perceived

  as gawkers and onlookers

  planted in stone

  cease mid-sentence

  between the plastic realities

  bubbling up only to burst

  the touch screen implants

  as sylvan transplants

  lift their feet sidewalk weary feet

  just above gravity and halt

  The unctuous streets

  slide away…

  The wrought iron sky

  ratchets down, click… click… click

  The match head stars

  flicker in an inchoate

  fit*** * *** **

  The epileptic night bites its tongue

  flashes of furious motion, slash

  the frozen hustle and bustle

  that allows the city’s synapses

  to stabilize. Balance is temporary.

  The horns honk deadly dares

  as heels clack on the cured cement

  The pause is brief

  The cityscape in repose

  awakens in an instant

  and just as one experiences apoplexy

  it escapes, only to infiltrate

  another. It never ends

  There’s not enough Ativan

  for everyone downtown.

  Burned brightly

  The tiger can no longer burn bright

  the proud predator yearns to slumber

  as the breath is labored and reluctant

  catabolic cancer consumes all, evenly

  alike-the cat that once dreamt of fire

  now waits while the embers are fated to be

  as the frost on the glass of the smudged

  window beckons the smoke to stain

  the view-bright, so bright to be dull-

  The asymmetry of the palsied face

  invokes memories as the tiger pounces

  on to a silk pillow’s sheen and

  Purrs, and Primps, and Watches

  the prey parade on the dying

  lawn of autumn.

  The tiger is fed

  claws retract.

  The breath is labored

  The slumber is not.

  Strum?

  The guitar does not roar

  suspended, diminished tones

  supplicate silence.

  Chords wait in the wood

  wondering, withering, waiting

  as the steely strings

  become tarnished and frail.

  The neck and pegs have strained

  so long that they could not relax

  if unbound.

  The hollow body and solid spine are fused.

  The bolts have never been unfastened

  and the frets fret to let loose

  a nervous chuckle

  as the steely strings

  become tarnished and frail

  and cannot be tightened to

  tune up, only down.

  No standard key will hold

  the lock to allow the notes

  to flee

  the steely stings reverberate

  with memory and will not

  be replaced easily as

  they become tarnished and frail

  withering, wondering, waiting

  SNAP

  Under Synesthesia

  Sight stretched to a thread

  tied behind the mind

  the knot tightens and cuts

  into the available light.

  (masked marauders mime a play of cruelty).

  Taste with the texture of sand

  melts in the forge of breath

  and drops as tears to burn

  away the memories.

  (trembling and thirsty, no water is given).

  Sounds of bitter harmony

  blend into thick vinegar

  a sour damp flavor

  rings with the hiss of air.

  (the bells and whistles mock rhythm).

  Touching the fragrant white

  pressure, lavender bleeds in

  germinating roots, thin tendrils,

  along stale still appendages.

  (blood is drawn on the wall).

  Scents of violet and platinum light

  scatters through a prismatic field

  and attaches to the attendants

  as they become a transparent illuminated stench.

  Seep

  The deep gorge hides the ebullient warm spring

  That runs slowly dissolving the surround stone

  In rivulets the aquifer bleeds and drains

  into clear cold pools formed by jagged basalt.

  ***

  One eroded plain fills once more with rain

  and mingles the waters of Gaia’s perspiration

  Rotating languidly like a second hand of a clock

  reflecting the moonlight and
daylight

  as a sliver in the cracked scaled slate surface

  pulls the pristine water into an expanding fissure

  a liquid vortex seeps down through the stone

  where the hour hand of sunlight cannot reach.

  ***

  The shifting ground drinks

  and saturates the porous rock

  a gentle penetration and filtration

  The solvent bonds willingly with minerals.

  ***

  Spiraling down into the depths

  to become steam and building pressure

  in the heat, only

  to rise again in another spring.

  Ink

  Where are the pens clenched in fists?

  So many sentimental sobs

  roll across the page

  leaving dilute rivulets of

  watery lettering

  Profound rage is not outrage

  It can’t be controlled

  The pen is mightier than the sword

  But both stab, and the sword

  Is mightier

  When the pens have no ink

  *&%#!

  The scream is frozen in mid-wave

  It is still, fast holding to the open space

  It crests but will not fall, silent

  to the ruptured ears to the ground

  The cheers cease and remain aloft

  in refrain before the adulation inspires

  the children on the field

  The yell is in stasis riding the

  Wind up and down but

  Not forward

  To resound and vibrate the membranes

  The scream is frozen in mid-air

  The atmosphere is so thin

  It cannot sustain the life of warning

  The cheers wait, aloft and insolent

  momentarily silent

  waiting, watching for the air to thicken

  and become moist, it is easier to travel

  through.

  Screams fall silent in absence.

  Soaking

  The waterfall goes cold

  The wine bottle slips

  The attempt fails

  Chipped shards of glass

  Jagged as shark’s teeth, sharp as tears

  cry as they beckon my plump feet

  to pop the skin and free

  sweet sanguine sweat of iron

  as they puncture and crush

  and crush and crush and crack

  as the checkerboard tile floor

  aches for the pulsing blood

  as it dries with warm gasps

  as the tingles are tossed from

  under foot to over head

  as pings ripple through the

  embedded glass hooks

  one jump, to the balls of my feet

  the glass attached as a tick, rides

  the clumped toes

  the dusty glittering glass

  macerates and lacerates

  awash in crimson

  scarlet stains, the red dries to black

  as the doors swing open to let

  in the light and burn the cuts

  that never reach the wrist

  Pathetic fallacy

  Yellow ebbs and breaches the rounded edge

  as potent whispers of magnesium white light

  gasp and burn the mist of the greedy morning

  New sprouts and shoots search

  Among the vast verdant vistas

  to view, a stronger sun shining

  silently eating the splendor of another

  revolution as the heat’s and hell’s

  fury is called forth, invoked

  to illuminate the path

  the plow must follow the fold

  of the soil as it releases its

  eager moisture.

  The sun at its longest hour

  seethes and spasms

  With reluctant annoyance

  as reserved animosity rises

  for the parched plants and animals

  hiding in the shade.

  In vino veritas

  Drink in the past

  of the particular grain

  and mineral of the soil

  Drink in the day,

  consume the humidity

  of the air

  and the tilt of the Earth.

  The Sun’s peculiar angle is trapped

  so delicately when the bottle is right

  Time is stored on the vine and released

  so we can remember.

  Sip from the fluted glass

  That chimes with fire

  and were forged by the hands

  that pluck the grape

  and expel seed

  Be intoxicated by the will of the vineyard

  envision the ancient amphoras sailing

  the seas bringing cultivated celebration

  and tidings from those long gone.

  Let there be light

  Unstable sable sooty skies shimmer with silver

  slices and streaks of bone white, absent of marrow

  cracks of electric arcs weld the ether and darkness

  fusing the ground to glass and extending the tether

  through all the jubilant and solemn states of matter

  ***

  Deadly holy hallows, baneful yet sacred soil

  littered with shards of light, flickers a mosaic

  of deep stellar pin pricks, scamper, glitter

  and gleam the captive emission of the empyrean

  as darkness injects the stone with a mild delirium

  ***

  The cure for divinity came at the Trinity Site

  Hyperion rises and falls with elegant strides

  in the perpetual escalating titanomachy

  the heralds proclaim “Let there be light”

  as energy only fathomed by stars fills the night

  ***

  Mourners at the final funeral eulogize the Jinn

  and their last exhausted flames tremble and drip

  as fluorescent tears, only to dry in eons are buried

  Japanese paper lamps glow red and are set adrift

  on the sea of sackcloth as the seams are backlit

  ***

  The divine wind stalls but ripples ride ripples

  and hide underneath the turbulent turbid waters

  the last pieces of parchment fall in flakes to

  the primordial depths where the first step

  and last step of creation cannot easily be kept

 

  Space –Time, we exist between the Divine

  The biggest of bangs booms-the expansion

  begins with the singularity-the heart of God

  time, matter and space are created-with one beat

  up until now and the future-when it beats again

  dark Ichor fill the cavity-cosmic valves close

  mankind-tachycardia

  ***

  Dark matter-the synapses of the divine mind

  Light- is the breath of life

  ***

  You know light-takes time

  The impulses of the senses-take time

  The interpretation-takes time

  to occur.

  Then it is sight.

  Then it is touch.

  Nothing is instantaneous.

  We always exist in the past

  forever just behind

  trying to catch up to the present.

  The void of experience winks and taunts us

  For we can never exist

  in the absolute now.

  ***

  God-man

  Past-present

  Space-Time

  P-wave-flatline

  Memory

  Atmospheric lesions, ghosts of experience

  sliced and sawed off by spectral knives

  dull blades, spoons scoop the senses

  in as series of sedated speculations

  the gray matter
is dust

  the mind still sits vibrating

  at idle, the one second

  becomes infinitely lost

  in between the firing neuron

  and the chemical bridge

  ***

  Scars across starry eyes

  Leech out and spread

  as the mind seeks contrast

  in the light and dark horizon

  ***

  The betrayal of the cell is revealed

  and lightens the view as the

  smooth agreeable sheen of

  childish soft cornered scenarios

  are offended by adult content

  Buried as a stillbirth, in the dust

  The ghosts are lost

  and seek their place

  on the other side of the bridge

 

  Death Penalty Paradox

  Capital (the top of a column) Punishment

  is defined as

  the State execution of murderers

  Our State (the condition of) is

  defined as we the people and the

  representative placed at the Capital.

  Murder is the slaughter of an innocent.

  Humanity is flawed (perfection is conceptual)

  ***

  Those who believe in divine judgment

  rest their hands on the Bible

  as Witnesses (those who observe) to others

  it is just a book.

  They Testify but not with

  the holy spirit in a church

  of their peers singing Hallelujah

  ***

  Some in shackles have their restraints

  unlocked as new pens write

  their names with clear legible letters

  Flawed (perfection is conceptual) accusations

  and pressures from the approaching hoards

  hastily line up the rows

  of the abbatoir…As we make mistakes

  and we will, innocence dies.

  State (we the people) sponsored (endorsed like athletes)

  Capital Punishment will therefore kill the innocent

  Killing an innocent is murder

  Murderers shall be put to death

  but there are not enough bullets for

  The firing squads to shoot us all, well not yet.

  Lottery

  Lessons learned in fallen time lost

  faceless yearning preserved in the frost

  of belittled hope and magnanimous dreams

  expectations of elevation torn asunder from its seams

  ***

  The slow consistent vibration of all connected elements

  Energy pulsing displaying solidity as illusory components

  Valueless time used in vapid vociferous pursuit

  Of surface numbing activities and all things moot

  ***

  Wishing for numbers that create a fallacy of freedom

  As if life owes anyone anything in this chaotic contagion

  Awake from oppressive opposing cramping sleep

  Become lucid of thought emerge from the deep

  Cold dark haze of simplistic insensitivity’s hold

  Upon true flowing consciousness and life’s bold

  Meaning in the reflected light of perspective and the subjective

  Symbols contained in all, seen by few, an intertwined collective